revelation

i just realized today, i can be complete without a man. i don't have to have someone's arm around me to make me feel whole...

walking along one of the most romantic places on earth - lake tahoe area - with my cousins with their sweeties, did not make me feel lonely. i was happy!

this realization didn't dawn on me until now, hours later, in the middle of the night. i usually wake up in times like this, lonely and sad. but not today. what a revelation! i am calm and honestly not unhappy! will this feeling continue? or is it just a fleeting moment? it doesn't matter..what matters is at this moment, i feel fine. just fine. and i think i can truly tell myself, i will be fine in the coming days to come as well. i don't need a man to make me happy.